"난 괜찮다."
"별일 아니다"
"난 너한테 관심 없다"
"난 잘 지낸다"
"그냥 가던 길이다"
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사람이 일상 생활을 하면서 부인을 하는 이유..
보고 싶은 것만 보고 믿고 싶은 것만 믿는 것이 효과가 있기 때문이다.
끊이 없이 스스로에게 거짓말을 하면 곧 거짓말이 진실 처럼 보인다. 코 앞에 있는 진실을 알지 못 할 정도로 우리는 끊임없이 부인한다.
나이가 들면서 더더욱 그런 경향이 강해진다. 상대방에 의해 상처 받을 것을 의심하고 그것을 피해가면 자신을 괜찮을 것이다라고 부정한다. 더 재미있는 사실은 우리는 부인하는 것 조차 부인한다.
결국 현실은 몰래 다가와서 우리 엉덩이를 물어버릴 것이다.
정확히 말하면 우리는 우리 자신에게 거짓말을 할 수 있을 뿐이다.
조만간 우리는 부인하는 것을 젖혀두고 세상과 맞닥드려야 할 것이다.
The key to surviving is denial. We deny that we're tired. We deny that we're scared.
We deny how badly we want to succeed, and most importatly, we deny that we're in denial.
We only see what we want to see and believe what we want to believe, and it works.
We lie to ourselves so much that after a while, the lies start to seem like the truth. We deny so much that we can't recognize the truth right in front of our faces.
Sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us in the ass, and when when the dam bursts, all you can do it swim. The workd of pretend is a cage not a cocoon. We are tired. We are scared.
Denying it doesn't change the truth.
Soon or later we have to put aside our denial and face the word.
We deny how badly we want to succeed, and most importatly, we deny that we're in denial.
We only see what we want to see and believe what we want to believe, and it works.
We lie to ourselves so much that after a while, the lies start to seem like the truth. We deny so much that we can't recognize the truth right in front of our faces.
Sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us in the ass, and when when the dam bursts, all you can do it swim. The workd of pretend is a cage not a cocoon. We are tired. We are scared.
Denying it doesn't change the truth.
Soon or later we have to put aside our denial and face the word.
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